lucky numbers: 08-20-40-44-47-51
being: dispense feelings of self-degradation, to match your outward dishonor.
by a woman: acute feelings of dishonor and embarrassment.
friends: envy their social graces and want to degrade them.
over twenty-one: unconscious criticism should be kept to yourself.
raping someone underage: someone is libeling you unjustly.
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