Deciding (or trying to decide) can represent: Exploring your thoughts and feelings about a particular real-life decision.
Feeling decisive or confident.
Feeling indecisive or unsure.
A feeling or fear of making a decision you’ll regret later.
An issue involving direction, life decisions, or which path to take.
A desire to be in charge of your own decisions, manage them well, or take responsibility for the ones you’ve made.
See Also: Decision, Someone Else’s, Problem, Crossroads
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