A cross can have several seemingly varying connotations, or the interpretation may be multifaceted. It may represent your spirituality and the coming together of all different parts of your personality.
It is a Christian symbol and you can think about what it means to you.
The other interpretation may be less spiritual and more of a reflection of how you are feeling.
A cross is a symbol of pain and suffering. Think if you are feeling as though you are being “crucified” by something that is going on in your life.
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