Fear of intimacy. Misguided spiritual thinking that enlightenment precludes experiencing the sexual energy. Blocking off lower chakras or energy centers; energies within must be integrated, merged into a higher awareness. Retreating within self to know the self; awakening spiritual identity.
[1]Dreams of celibacy symbolize your fear of having power or the fear of losing power. This could be a call for more discipline or for more release. Consider the feeling tone.
See Also: Tantric Sex.
[2]Choosing absolute independence, even in desolation
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