1. A symbol or measure of the ability to manage or “blend” aspects of self or life together.
2. Feelings of confusion, being overwhelmed—usually by life, often by emotions, sometimes by groups of people.
3. The ability to “blend” together sometimes conflicting thoughts and feelings.
[1]Illusions, usually of grandeur. Too much sun, too little shade, overexposure; a challenge to illuminate your own dark side.
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